Sunday, July 17, 2005
knock knock...
the toughest cell i've ever led so far... yea, they can get quite unresponsive but today's really got me down down down... glad dat i've others to compensate for the horrible 1 n 1/2 hours... i'd say it's my fault too... dat i didnt remind every single member bout the wk's work n the quiz... it's so weird how we place so little emphasis on cell homework. i confess, many times i also dun do my homework for bible study n cell... now i know how benglay n patrick feel during those times... interesting how God convicts us of certain issues thr' the hard n memorable way...
but Zhiqiang really encouraged me a great deal... though he was quite sure he isnt gonna take part in the bible quiz, he really put in alot of effort n thots into the work n he truly rem the facts n details v v well... better den me in fact!
jux hv 2 keep praying for ourselves... to know dat the time is urgent n we shdnt take things lightly... imagine God postponing n procrastinating like us... den we'll never get the blessings n answers we dun even deserve in the first place. imagine God saying... I'll only love u today coz today u read the bible... den siao liaoz lah... i'll receive so little. really thank God for being so full of grace!
anyway, on a lighter note, din hv a good nite's sleep coz russ slept with me... the dearie poochie slept with his head on the pillow like me... hahahah... it's been a long time since he last bunked in with me coz he kept molesting my legs on the other nites, i exiled him. but was a good time of bonding... can always rely on dat sweetie to add the saccharine touch to me life... though i almost wanted to kill him on our walkajog coz he kept halting... urrgghhh... speaking of imperfection. well, i embrace flaws... it jux shows dat it's real. except of course, God is infallible... dat's wat makes Him worthed believing in n relying on...
met up with Yingzi after a long long break... totally enjoyed the times we shared catching up... din realise she'd get so crappy esp bout the fengshui guru part. duh! she really got me there... wahahaha, but i must say she's really disciplined... to keep off the fries. u look fine, honey, really!
n someone pls remind me to return ken 70 cents... n payback tim his slice of pizza... see... pays to help me deliver food k... n the best part is... i keep my promise. kekeke... but i've bad memory so if i forget, it's really not my fault n it's not deliberate. blame those who din remind me. haa!
alritety, enuff of mindeology for today. i shall go do homework on witnessing. share it later!
6:16 PM
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