Friday, August 26, 2005
knock knock...
it's pretty much set in stone dat i'm leaving for bkk for an incentive trip this nov. it's supposed to b a joyous thing but i'm finding it v v v hard to b appreciative of the trip. coz this is like the third trip in 2 yrs... can't see wat else there is to enjoy in bkk... i rather boss give me less cash incentive. i know i sound so ungrateful... but it was made worse dat i've to sacrifice half a day leave coz of this trip too... which is sooo buangful lah! i really rather go elsewhere like cameron even... jux to feast on fresh strawberries.
jux a few mths back, was struggling with excess contentment n the failure to reflect. havent felt more discontented den now...
been a roller coaster couple of mths. wat the heck is happening? hahaha, but yea, if i dun feel the bottom, i can't step on it to bounce back to gasp for air. Lord, teach me to give thanks in all circumstances... someone pls shine a torch in my direction.
bali hotel not confirmed too but wahahaha, rupiah gg downhill... sorry to b gloating but good news for me... kekeke...
alritety, enuff of my mundane crap. the next time, u'll c more sunshine!
11:40 PM
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