Wednesday, January 11, 2006
knock knock...
it's been a v v v v v grey wkend n start of wk n i absolutely dislike it... uurrggghhh... it's so dampening!!! jux when i m in the mood to head out there n run. the rain's preventing it lah. n i feel so lethargic... dun feel like doing anything at all... i need a fire!
well, attended my first keyboard lesson yesterday. v short time. but it was v spirit-filled. truly a different music lesson altogether. the emphasis on God is so strong. i recommend this to all who r part of the worship team. we really need to know y we serve in the worship n truly know the God whom we worship...
mind's whirling now. haaaiiizz... due to personal reasons n frens... good thing also... cant remind on a high note all the time. time to touch the bottom den will come the time to arise n fly once again. went to watch a midnite movie last nite > le grand voyage... french + arabic movie. din know it was bout this pilgrimage to mecca. hahaha, how appropriate to start the haji hol watching this film. it kinda struck a chord coz it was bout this non-believer son who had to drive his father to mecca from france. reminds me of my own experience with my father sitting next to me in the car n the spats we hv... ended on a sad note... slow movie but din manage to put me to sleep yet. in fact din sleep immediately when i reached home. chatted with CY or rather i irritated her until almost 5am
was a weird mon evening n nite actually... my bracelet dat i've worn for more den a yr suddenly came loose on its own on the bus. felt a strong sense of foreboding... so dramatic... when u've something dat's so close to u suddenly drop... in slow-mo too... thinking too much... wahahaha... anyway, so far so good. nothing bad's happened yet. but no bracelet on my wrist now. coz it fell off again this morning. put me in a bad mood for the whole noon. until HZ found it for me jux b4 i conked out after lunch.
den while waiting for the lift to the cinema in cineleisure. i din know the lift had arrived den i stared into the opposite lift door dat reflected a semi-full lift n thot for a moment i was seeing things... den i stared again for another 5 secs b4 realising the lift had come. the others probably thot i was losing it. how true!
went to see my maybach model again... HZ said it's v ugly... too manly a car. wat's wrong with dat. i discovered dat 57S looks better so shall leave 62 for now... n wait for their 57S to come n see how it looks like...
i need some excitement n kick in my life man! someone give it to me please...
12:02 AM
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