Wednesday, March 29, 2006
knock knock...
one of the rare times i actually can read the newspapers when i bought it...
stumbled upon the obituary of a soldier who died recently... this was the verse the family had chosen to publish in remembrance of him... struck me. wat a beautiful thing to ask of the Lord... wondering wat i would ask of the Lord... we ask God for alot of things but i think sometimes we forget dat 1 thing we really shd ask of... is to spend eternity with Him. how r we moving in dat direction?
One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.
Psalm 27:4
finding it hard to fall asleep... like a little kid who has played too much in the day. spent the evening playing risk with dotties... interesting to see ppl at play. so much to learn bout them... it was taking the whole nite... but was alot of fun n laughter trying to psycho ppl n being psychoed by them n all...
IVF patient might b expecting identical twins... so fun! but another unhappy news dat another was unsuccessful... the ups n downs of life. hurts sometimes but it's wat makes life exciting eh... not knowing wat to expect n all...
feeling hungry so often these days... uurrgghhh... frustrating... exercising so much yet not losing weight at all... must do a fat analysis n chk out my fat content. realised dat i might hv not been taking my med according to doc's instruction... think i'm supposed to cut down my sat's dose but i've been taking as per norm. duh! waste my 3 mths of med taking... when shd i do another blood test? probably no diff... mayb i shd try drawing my own blood... wahahaa... i'm so sadistic. sick mindy! u r sick!
i wanna sleep! someone pray dat i can sleep!
12:11 AM
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