Tuesday, April 18, 2006
knock knock...
v v v v grey day... ivf pat lost her twins. went thr' so much hardship n never gotten beyond first trimester. v sad. never felt more affected. i guess coz she's been calling me quite a bit thr' this pregnancy... reminded once again dat wat we can do is really limited. at the end of the day, God still has control over all things. even if the procedure was successful, He has the final say. i jux hope she'll get over it fast n well...
yesterday was a red day. red with anger. had this lady who came to clinic. nowadays can roughly guess wat they'r here for from their faces n reactions. premartial sex den got preg. as i was preparing her for the scan, overheard her male companion asking if doc does abortions. man... how insensitive can he get? n she was so tensed n squirmish... he wasn't reassuring at all. seemed like he jux wanted to get rid of the life they'd generated. asked him whether wanna look at fetus, he also not interested at all. this is the price to pay lor. to blindly choose a guy. uurgghh... so angry!!!!
reminded of the babes prog radio ad... they had a girl saying this line... dat they din expect it to happen.. pregnancy. wow lao... hv intercourse n dun expect to get pregnant? no wonder expecting lah! duh! use brain can?!?!?!?!? hv consequences to pay later when u've ur share of 'fun' now lah... some ppl go for abortions den later wanna hv babies... try like crazy also cant hv. wat kind of world r we living in?
b responsible lah.
10:40 PM
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