Saturday, October 21, 2006
knock...
leaving in a few hours... gonna b silent for at least a wk so i shall make some noise.
something devastating took place... CY deleted all my songs from my ipod. havent felt this huge sense of loss for a long time. went to her place to upload shorts but got everything erased. i flared up. sorry, CY... how can i let 6 days of songs ruin our frenship eh? let me cool off in vietnam yea... make up to u when i return.
most of those moments i could jux burst into tears instantaneously. they were really on the verge of falling. gosh. y the heck i place so much emphasis on some songs? perhaps it was God's loud way of telling me to listen to him instead during this trip so i decided to leave my pathetic 3G library at home n listen to God instead. tell u when i hear when i return. if i do. haahahaa... dunno y i always leave with the thot dat i might never return. nothing holding me back i guess... kaoz. sounds so emo.
drove a fair bit today... round n round the west. no honking at me though i did exchange glances with a cab driver who was so adamant not to give way to me initially. wonder wat made him change his mind.
i'm really a moron with bad sense of direction. haiz. directionless is so me... anyway, casualty free today... encountered 2 accidents (not miself hor) tis wk. actually told miself dat i wasnt gonna drive for the whole wk but succumbed afterall. well... risk-taker mah. thank God i'm alive n verbally vomitting again...
saw a merc get stuck in the multi-storey carpark while going down a narrow slope... ouch. if i ever ever ever get a luxury car. i would never never drive it miself. now i really see the value of a petite car. i had to use an illegal route to leave the carpark... shhhhh... steph in her wisdom made sure i din slam into an upcoming car...
ops evaluation time again... haiz. wat a way to start our incentive trip.
anyway i've got more days to get over it n to allow the others to get over it also. shucks. hate it. everyone's so gonna voodoo me...
ouch. who's poking my eyes?
3:49 AM
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