Sunday, March 04, 2007
knock.
spent the first time ever praying n praying only n listening to Him for a full hour for the prayer chain on wed nite. amazing time. the fullness of the joy when obeying Him.... the beauty of communion with God.
i still fail alot all the time.
i still find it hard to love many ppl.
i still forget Him sometimes, many times.
i still have 101 distractions around me.
but it's ok... i still wanna try hard because He first loved me n He chose me, i didnt choose Him. went for the servant leadership seminar yesterday noon. Rev Duke Lueking shared alot n touched my heart very deeply... when he reminded me dat God chose me despite my shortcomings n numerous flaws. sometimes i try too hard to meet up to the standards of ppl ard me. their standards shd mean nothing but i place too much emphasis on them n miss meeting God instead...
so wat i wanna say is... u can go ahead n be a preacher in your ivory tower. i will try very hard not to b a preacher in the ivory tower. i will try to focus on eyes on You. i will seek You to know wat Your heart is. I will do all things in Your strength n love. Your love sustains me... i will love You the way You love me. Be my everything...
4:53 PM
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