Monday, March 18, 2013
knock knock...
Mel suddenly turned to me after lunch today and said she saw my FB and that i shouldnt...
always hang out with the gals.
but... i am not looking for the guys. If i do wanna get attached, i know where to find all of them.
i am not a keeper.
i dont need to keep someone all for myself.
it freaks me out when someone wants all of my attention...
and i dont wanna give all my attention to only one person.
point being, i am ok with not following the normal cycle of life.
to find one person to love for the rest of my life.
i mean... i cannot imagine anyone wanting to love me for a lifetime.
and i dont know if i can love anyone for a lifetime.
apart of course from the Heavenly Father whose presence i cannot wait to enter for all eternity.
everyone's right, the bar is set too high.
and why should anyone lower theirs for me?
i am happy enough seeing people happy with their other halves...
and i dont wanna deal with the low ebbs of a relationship.
let me be.
10:22 PM
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