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Sunday, July 24, 2005

knnooocckkk knoooccckk...

ultra burnt out! been a crazy wk... dun rem having the time to slack all of this wk esp for the latter part of the wk... has been out running about almost like every single day... only idle day i could rem was sat...

spent the whole of today running bout in chinatown. relatives came down from m'sia n brought them out to jalan-jalan. since town was too ex, hung ard in chinatown. with my huge bag. brought so much barang-barang for cell n din use it afterall coz we went out for lunch.

had a new guy today... he had a few questions which i couldnt really answer n couldnt really b bothered coz the answers dun matter at all... at least as far as he was concerned. fairly alrite guy... jux dat could c dat he's been thr' some rough patch so rather cynical n attention-seeking in some ways... Roger said dat he would shoot questions aplenty n i reckoned he din really sought the ans. was his way of seeking attention. in fact, he was glad 2 b asked asked questions bout himself n answered them truthfully from the bottom of his heart. only further confirmed dat he needed to know dat ppl cared bout him. dun we all yearn 4 ppl to care bout us? jux dat some ppl jux honestly showed their desires while some of us either got it rather easily n jux hid our need for others' concern.

den when i asked him if he knew steph... he gave the faraway look n said dat she's a good person n i knew he meant it from the bottom of his heart. said dat she would say hi to him n strike a conversation with him anytime. could tell dat he truly appreciated the human touch steph had. in contrast, there were some ppl who simply dismissed him in his former grp of frenz. i guess i might hv been like the latter grp if i hadnt spoken to him more n learnt more bout him. during lunch, realised dat he's really candid bout how he felt bout things n was v keen to share bout his life. but at first impression, well, i'd hv offered him a punch b4 he gave me one.

thank God for how He allowed things to unfold. really need to learn 2 see things beyond the surface... haizz... which reminds me of an old fren whom i think i really shdnt discuss here... guess i can record it in my secret diary elsewhere instead... for all who know wat i mean... 1, 2, 3, SIGH

huge zit on my left cheek. OUCH. it's been a long time since i last had a pimple so inflamed n in such a prominent spot. must b retribution for splashing cold water on SC when she had hers.... bbrrrrr...

anyway, had been a good girl today. skip counter registered at least 1000 skips... kekeke, pays to buy a proper rope... at least i've the motivation to skip. i hope it lasts long enuff... knowing my short attention span... wahahaha, den again with my destructive nature, it might b damaged b4 i've grown sick of it...

hahahaha, mind's all over the place once again. wat's new anyway?

brought russie dear out for a run... love to see him running carefreely on the grass... i wish i could release the leash but haaa... no way... unless i wanna try breaking the record for my personal best in 800m.... when i finally get my car, i shall bring him to west coast park n let him run free. PAPA!!!! pls pls pls!!!!!

kekeke... probably get to drive again on fri. so everyone, off the roads pleasshhh... unless u r tired of living... hahaha, realised 100km/h is really rather fast. alrite, i shall try maintaining at 90km/h unless overtaking den.

alrite, i think i'm boring the entire world out already. as a last note, to everyone whom i've met n spoken to tis wk, i jux wanna say, "I LOVE U!"

9:50 PM

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