Friday, July 15, 2005
knock knock...
jux saw the convocation photos taken at juan's grad... well done, girl! u've worked hard n reaped the fruit of ur labour! *pat on back n hugz*
feel so proud of all of u... feels like the end of a journey for most of us... most shd hv grad by this yr... CY!!!!! when's urs?!?!?!? haa... anyway... it's been an amazing 10 yrs as i look back... dunno y feeling ultra sentimental today... might not hv been with every1 single one of u as u struggled thr' tough times but i swear everyone is in my prayers always even when i dun seem there sometimes...
i hardly feel fear but as i looked at the photos today... i sense a tingling down my spine... (mayb coz i'm alone in a cold office) well, it feels like the end of carefree days... not like every1 was as bochup as me during the days of studying... but it was no longer jux being answerable to parents n ourselves but now, there'r superiors 2 b answerable too... responsibilities dat are much larger den wat we used 2 bear. actually i think work's not dat scary... i guess personal issues dat come with age are even more frightening. i thank God i havent had major issues to handle but i'm like full of uncertainty for the future... man... i make growing up sound so scary... uurrggghhh... i've a strong sense of foreboding... mayb i'm jux being paranoid... duh! on a fri... losing my nerves. hahahaha... rare alrite! for me to lose it... hahaha... rite!
anyway, jux wanna tell u peeps in 2A, love u guys loads... n i'll always b there for u! jux pour out to me if u ever feel like it... muackies!
and once again! congrats all u graduates!!!!!! kiss NUS goodbye!
10:27 AM
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